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i think people should always try to take the bad things that happen to them and turn them into something good, - Esther (Orphan)
English Course, blah blah blah
i just got back from my english course-to be, yeah i got a replacement test or something like that. i can't spell the name of that test.ha..! all i know, i did all the test and they put me in 5th level, at least they didn't put me in 1st level, which is with 9 or 10 years old.
in fact, test wasn't that hard, but i don't know, i became that stupid. i answered all and got 47 true from 60 question. it means 13 falses. stupid, indeed. 5 of it was from A group which means very very very easy question. i wondering if the woman who checked my test was used the wrong answer when she checked. haha. and the man who interviewed me said "hmm, you good in the middle", it's very kind of you sir, but i know it was just for a polite.
then i got an interview test, with Mr.Gerard or Mr.Gerald, i don't exactly know, but sounds like that. he was very very kind, polite, a little bit big, have beard, but i envy him so much because, seriouly...he can speak English well (OF COURSE,dude!!!).
he asked me what's America in my mind, and with all my stupidity, i answered "America sounds like a capital city of the world." HA.!! and he laughed. yes i know, he will. and he said "haha, no no no. America is famous, of course. but America is not a capital city of the world, Sandra." (-_-")
then he asked me "are you sure you born in 2009?", hmm, yeah, i did another mistake. i put 2009 as year born. and i forgot change it before i come back home.
so, here i am, waiting for ditelpon, to make sure that i have jadwal yang sesuai dengan yang lainnya, of course, selain kuliah aku ngapain lagi sih?hehe. and i hope all of this course could increase my English.can't hardly wait.^_^.
selesai test, i looked for something next to the course's building, and it was 3 PM when aku mau pulang. it was very heavy rain. and i was trapped in the mall with all stupid heavy things in my bag(snacks, noodles, pan, everything), waited a cab till the cab came on 6. -_-"
niat abis seharian,at least i didn't spent my time slept all day long.
oh, yeah, i bought anything to cook, hihi mau masak lagii. masak telor, masak nasi, masak mi, and something simple. hemat, here i come..=))
i have about 2 more days with no activities, but i thinks i need it, little bit sleepless lately, and get ready for the 7th and 8th exam.
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in fact, test wasn't that hard, but i don't know, i became that stupid. i answered all and got 47 true from 60 question. it means 13 falses. stupid, indeed. 5 of it was from A group which means very very very easy question. i wondering if the woman who checked my test was used the wrong answer when she checked. haha. and the man who interviewed me said "hmm, you good in the middle", it's very kind of you sir, but i know it was just for a polite.
then i got an interview test, with Mr.Gerard or Mr.Gerald, i don't exactly know, but sounds like that. he was very very kind, polite, a little bit big, have beard, but i envy him so much because, seriouly...he can speak English well (OF COURSE,dude!!!).
he asked me what's America in my mind, and with all my stupidity, i answered "America sounds like a capital city of the world." HA.!! and he laughed. yes i know, he will. and he said "haha, no no no. America is famous, of course. but America is not a capital city of the world, Sandra." (-_-")
then he asked me "are you sure you born in 2009?", hmm, yeah, i did another mistake. i put 2009 as year born. and i forgot change it before i come back home.
so, here i am, waiting for ditelpon, to make sure that i have jadwal yang sesuai dengan yang lainnya, of course, selain kuliah aku ngapain lagi sih?hehe. and i hope all of this course could increase my English.can't hardly wait.^_^.
selesai test, i looked for something next to the course's building, and it was 3 PM when aku mau pulang. it was very heavy rain. and i was trapped in the mall with all stupid heavy things in my bag(snacks, noodles, pan, everything), waited a cab till the cab came on 6. -_-"
niat abis seharian,at least i didn't spent my time slept all day long.
oh, yeah, i bought anything to cook, hihi mau masak lagii. masak telor, masak nasi, masak mi, and something simple. hemat, here i come..=))
i have about 2 more days with no activities, but i thinks i need it, little bit sleepless lately, and get ready for the 7th and 8th exam.
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another exam
don't exactly know what to write.
besok ada ujian, tapi nggak tau mau belajar apa. you know what? dari 6 atau 7 pertemuan, dosennya cuma dateng 3 kali. pertemuan terakhir sebelum ujian, dosennya ngasi fotokopian plus diktat plus catatan seabrek-abrek. thank you ma'am..grrrr..
oh, yeah, now i know what to say.
GOOD BYE AMERICA
i totally lose that chance (for now, you know FOR KNOW!!)
i'll give my best if i have another opportunity. whatever that is. i need to promise to my self.
God, i have such a difficult examination tommorow, but i'm still here, doing nothing, writing a blog instead of study something. haha. hey, i just said that i need to promise to my self about a minutes ago. ha.!!
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besok ada ujian, tapi nggak tau mau belajar apa. you know what? dari 6 atau 7 pertemuan, dosennya cuma dateng 3 kali. pertemuan terakhir sebelum ujian, dosennya ngasi fotokopian plus diktat plus catatan seabrek-abrek. thank you ma'am..grrrr..
oh, yeah, now i know what to say.
GOOD BYE AMERICA
i totally lose that chance (for now, you know FOR KNOW!!)
i'll give my best if i have another opportunity. whatever that is. i need to promise to my self.
God, i have such a difficult examination tommorow, but i'm still here, doing nothing, writing a blog instead of study something. haha. hey, i just said that i need to promise to my self about a minutes ago. ha.!!
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..FIGHT IT..
just watched an amazing movie "My Sister's Keeper". it was touched me. God give me a better live than a girl in that movie. she tried to get a chance to life, but i just need to try to get a chance to live in a better life that God presents to me.but i didn't.
the point is i just live in my life, but i never really try to make it better.
sometimes we got a chance, sometimes we lost it. so, grab every chance that comes to you, so, when you lost a chance, you have another one.
i didn't exactly do it yet.
everyone has a dream, "dream is a wish that you make all alone, Demi Lovato - Gift of a Friend". and we all live to make our dreams become our real life.
why are you made a dream about going to the moon if you about only have a stairs? so that you keep trying to act and maybe use that stairs to do something else that make you have a plane to go to the moon.
what will you do if you arrive on the moon? you could stay, or you make another dream, reach the sun.
i just lost one of my obsession. i lost it because i didn't fight for it. i might be lost if i fought, but it'll not make me as regret as right now. too fear to lose made me got nothing. i thought, it was just something to dreamed, but i know it's not when my friend got it. so silly.
you know, friend? you make me change my opinion about something. nothing is impossible.
as long as i know, what i need to do now is figuring out what happened in my life yesterday and what should happen in my life tomorrow. when i know what to do, i will DO that, not just do.
you try it, you fight for it, then you got it, and you change the circumstances.
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the point is i just live in my life, but i never really try to make it better.
sometimes we got a chance, sometimes we lost it. so, grab every chance that comes to you, so, when you lost a chance, you have another one.
i didn't exactly do it yet.
everyone has a dream, "dream is a wish that you make all alone, Demi Lovato - Gift of a Friend". and we all live to make our dreams become our real life.
why are you made a dream about going to the moon if you about only have a stairs? so that you keep trying to act and maybe use that stairs to do something else that make you have a plane to go to the moon.
what will you do if you arrive on the moon? you could stay, or you make another dream, reach the sun.
i just lost one of my obsession. i lost it because i didn't fight for it. i might be lost if i fought, but it'll not make me as regret as right now. too fear to lose made me got nothing. i thought, it was just something to dreamed, but i know it's not when my friend got it. so silly.
you know, friend? you make me change my opinion about something. nothing is impossible.
as long as i know, what i need to do now is figuring out what happened in my life yesterday and what should happen in my life tomorrow. when i know what to do, i will DO that, not just do.
you try it, you fight for it, then you got it, and you change the circumstances.
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me and my short-term remember
I wrote this blog while I desperate of my exam. Ternyata emang bener, mempertahankan yang udah ada lebih susah daripada mendapatkan. Dulu, dapat nilai lumayan ga sesusah sekarang untuk tetap dapat nilai yang lumayan itu. Dunno why. Mgkn gara-gara ga setiap saat kita ada di kondisi yang sama. Even if they’re a writers, they always have a “stuck” time, when they couldn’t make something to writes. Is it similar to my point above? Haha.
blog jadi pelarian.haha.bosen sama facebook yang udah terlalu merakyat, bentar lagi twitter pasti lebih merakyat. lama-lama kok kayanya orang-orang makin merasa nggak butuh privasi ya. itu karena mereka butuh publikasi atau emang dunia yang berubah. pfft..
jadi selagi blog belum sebeken facebook dan twitter, nyampah disini nggak dosa kali yaaa.kan ga ada yang baca. jadi anggp aja ngomong sndiri. dan ngomong sendiri itu ..hhmm.. enak.(ga nemu kata-kata lain).
back to my condition tonight. i did read all my note for today's exam. i remember most of them, but i don't exactly know what that is. haha. i'm not that good in it. i have a short-term remember (read it in one of my book). just like this "it's easy for me to remember something, as easy as i forget it".LOL.
it means don't mad at me if i couldn't remember nama-nama jalan, arah2,dan semacamnya. that's not what i want, but it's happen. oke, not that serious.haha
and 2 hours from now, i'll go to my campus and fight for an exam. so, all i really need to do for now is...open my book, and read it all..good luck for me then. fight fight..
at the end of the word, i put this cutie stuff. ha.!
JONAS brothers..haha.. smooch.smooch.
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