where is my life?

i just realized. where have i been?

sometimes i feel like i've never had a life LIFE. what exactly happen? why i couldn't figure it out until now?

you know, i'm in my way, then there is a wall in front of me, instead break it by my self, i just take a rest until someone break it for me.

i wonder how the way to START IT..!!!!

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stop being like a jerk.

i have a short letter to give to anyone who tried to bother my life.

"My deepest condolence for the death of your heart, bi**h. I've never hope anything but you get your own life. Oh yeah, I know you don't even have a life so you tried to have one by ruin mine. You was WRONG!! Totally wrong! You don't even know what family means. Family means LIFE for me. And NO ONE can ruin my life."

"You want my advice, bi**h? Just figure out what made your heart died. I don't think you could have your heart back (because it was totally useless even if it still exist) so maybe you could just stay there and look around. Try to find what's make another person alive, and you not (i wish you have enough brain to think about it, but if you're not then.. I don't know.. You still remember how to pray to God, don't you?"

oh.. That's all my short letter. Maybe looks like short here, but in my mind, there are more than a book if I write it down.

Sorry for this uncomfortable. I don't mean rude to anybody but this person. She deserves more than this rudeness.

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vacation

my vacation was quite happy.. went to tasikmalaya, ciwidey, kawah putih, bandung and walk around jakarta.. but.. my dad wasn't came here.. this was my vacation.. me, Mom, and my sister Devi. we're Alex's Angels..wahaha. Alex is my Dad's name.


me and my sister.

and my holiday is OVER.. can't hardly wait to the next holiday. America maybe. wahaha. i'm dreaming..

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holiday

gotcha. today is December 23th 2009. yesterday was my last day went to campus for this year. i'm gonna go back to study next year which is a couple days from now. LOL. fiuuh. i don't even know what to do to fill my day before 26th. i don't wanna make it boring.

so this is my plan.

23th.wednesday. sleep sleep sleep. hey this is the first day, isn't it? i deserve it after sleepless a couple days later. you know, puncak and muker stuff. then i'll cook my own food. and blah blah blah. and at night i'm going to wash everything in left side of my cupboard. you guys don't even want to know what that are.

24th.thursday. may i go to pelangi? or could i go? or will i go? or will i have the brave to go? my blackberry need a fix. seriously. ough. i sick of this shit. okay. then i'm going to my course. EF. that will be the last course in this year. we'll meet up next year my kind and humble friends, and my funny teacher. then i'll go home. ups. kost. haha. oh yeah, i will make sure that i wash another clothes or pillowcase or shoes or bag or blah blah blah. i'm gonna check those out later. thought that my holiday will be holi-wash-day.

25th.friday. one day before my mom and my sister come, i'm gonna make sure that my left side cupboard is empty and my right side cupboard is look nice. oke. i'll tell.. my left side is a dirty stuff, or something clean that become dirty or whatever. haha. and the right side of course the opposite of the left. the clean stuff. not that clean actually. at least, i putted air freshener inside that make it better than the left one. ok ok. then i'll clean up every plate, spoon, and everything in my outside cupboard. oh, i forgot. clean up my fan. ouch i don't really like this part. then at night (i used to say in the night but my teacher cross the word and change it into at night.i will never forget it.lol) i am going to clean up the floor. sweep it,mopped it, and just wondering what will i use. mop or tissue? wet tissue actually. that's a simple way. we will see. ha.

26th. saturday. oke this is the day my mom and my sister come. i plan to pick them up if my big brother can't do it. oh i forgot again. the day before this day was Christmas, wasn't it? didn't celebrate it doesn't mean that i have no respect. i do. so congratulation for everyone who celebrate. ;)

oke that will be my plan for 4 days later. wish that everything going well. sorry for my English. i can’t make it better if i don’t try. so i do. i do try. ;)

kiss. kiss.

cutie dog

i supposed to do my task.. but all i do is typed "cute dog" instead of "gaya kepemimpinan". LOL.
i can't have dog, but i can collect their picture as much as i can.







i used to have sooo many dogs in home a couple years later. named poci, robin, sanex, chiro and many more..haha. and one of them is my favorite, it name was ....oh my . i forgot my lovely dog's name.... it looks like this..

look how cute it is.. luculucuuu...

my family doesn't have dog anymore. my Mom asked Dad not to have it for sooo many good reason. it's not a big deal. =)

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