where is my life?

i just realized. where have i been?

sometimes i feel like i've never had a life LIFE. what exactly happen? why i couldn't figure it out until now?

you know, i'm in my way, then there is a wall in front of me, instead break it by my self, i just take a rest until someone break it for me.

i wonder how the way to START IT..!!!!

S.A.N.D.R.A

stop being like a jerk.

i have a short letter to give to anyone who tried to bother my life.

"My deepest condolence for the death of your heart, bi**h. I've never hope anything but you get your own life. Oh yeah, I know you don't even have a life so you tried to have one by ruin mine. You was WRONG!! Totally wrong! You don't even know what family means. Family means LIFE for me. And NO ONE can ruin my life."

"You want my advice, bi**h? Just figure out what made your heart died. I don't think you could have your heart back (because it was totally useless even if it still exist) so maybe you could just stay there and look around. Try to find what's make another person alive, and you not (i wish you have enough brain to think about it, but if you're not then.. I don't know.. You still remember how to pray to God, don't you?"

oh.. That's all my short letter. Maybe looks like short here, but in my mind, there are more than a book if I write it down.

Sorry for this uncomfortable. I don't mean rude to anybody but this person. She deserves more than this rudeness.

S.A.N.D.R.A