holiday

gotcha. today is December 23th 2009. yesterday was my last day went to campus for this year. i'm gonna go back to study next year which is a couple days from now. LOL. fiuuh. i don't even know what to do to fill my day before 26th. i don't wanna make it boring.

so this is my plan.

23th.wednesday. sleep sleep sleep. hey this is the first day, isn't it? i deserve it after sleepless a couple days later. you know, puncak and muker stuff. then i'll cook my own food. and blah blah blah. and at night i'm going to wash everything in left side of my cupboard. you guys don't even want to know what that are.

24th.thursday. may i go to pelangi? or could i go? or will i go? or will i have the brave to go? my blackberry need a fix. seriously. ough. i sick of this shit. okay. then i'm going to my course. EF. that will be the last course in this year. we'll meet up next year my kind and humble friends, and my funny teacher. then i'll go home. ups. kost. haha. oh yeah, i will make sure that i wash another clothes or pillowcase or shoes or bag or blah blah blah. i'm gonna check those out later. thought that my holiday will be holi-wash-day.

25th.friday. one day before my mom and my sister come, i'm gonna make sure that my left side cupboard is empty and my right side cupboard is look nice. oke. i'll tell.. my left side is a dirty stuff, or something clean that become dirty or whatever. haha. and the right side of course the opposite of the left. the clean stuff. not that clean actually. at least, i putted air freshener inside that make it better than the left one. ok ok. then i'll clean up every plate, spoon, and everything in my outside cupboard. oh, i forgot. clean up my fan. ouch i don't really like this part. then at night (i used to say in the night but my teacher cross the word and change it into at night.i will never forget it.lol) i am going to clean up the floor. sweep it,mopped it, and just wondering what will i use. mop or tissue? wet tissue actually. that's a simple way. we will see. ha.

26th. saturday. oke this is the day my mom and my sister come. i plan to pick them up if my big brother can't do it. oh i forgot again. the day before this day was Christmas, wasn't it? didn't celebrate it doesn't mean that i have no respect. i do. so congratulation for everyone who celebrate. ;)

oke that will be my plan for 4 days later. wish that everything going well. sorry for my English. i can’t make it better if i don’t try. so i do. i do try. ;)

kiss. kiss.

cutie dog

i supposed to do my task.. but all i do is typed "cute dog" instead of "gaya kepemimpinan". LOL.
i can't have dog, but i can collect their picture as much as i can.







i used to have sooo many dogs in home a couple years later. named poci, robin, sanex, chiro and many more..haha. and one of them is my favorite, it name was ....oh my . i forgot my lovely dog's name.... it looks like this..

look how cute it is.. luculucuuu...

my family doesn't have dog anymore. my Mom asked Dad not to have it for sooo many good reason. it's not a big deal. =)

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I'M IN 20s CLUB

i'm 20..
i'm 20..

today is my birthday
today is Muslim's Idul Adha..bahasa Inggrisnya apa ya. Ied Mubarak ya. gtu deh..
today is a half day ThanksGiving and a half Black Friday in America..
what else?
today is not that special..
ga makan lontong -_-"

i spent my day in my room. did something like i did yesterday and the day before yesterday. nothing important. ahaha..

anyway.. congratulation for me.. wish everything in a best way..
and my friend said "Welcome to the 20s club" ahahhaa..

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The Twilight Saga : New Moon

The Twilight Saga : New Moon

oh, i found new moon review from a site. i don't know why, i thought the one who made this review has a very inteligent, smart, and blah blah blah brain, because he made it with very hard words. ahaha. i don't know what i just said..

HERE IS A PART OF THE REVIEW

The driving force behind the TWILIGHT movies is Stewart’s layered and deeply felt performance as Bella. She acts circles around her on screen love Pattinson – and conveys emotions expertly with a simple look or gesture. She’s teen angst personified. The script by Melissa Rosenberg, gives her the occasional great one-liner and some meat to play with. Unfortunately, if you know where the story is going (I looked it up), it’s leading to a wholly unsatisfying conclusion that’s paid off in a ridiculously crapped out fourth installment.

Since there’s a huge debate going on between Team Edward and Team Jacob, I would have to say I firmly fall in the Team Jacob category – since with Jacob, Bella could at least have the semblance of a normal life. And Jacob has always been there willingly and unwillingly there to protect her. Edward, as much as he claims he loves her and doesn’t want to eat her, clearly wants to suck the blood right out of every orifice of her. And even if she became a vamp to be able to live immortally with him – what happens when that love fades? Then she’s stuck with Edward – FOREVER! With Jacob, if things go wrong, she could always take him to the pound.

Kids, and their unrealistic ideology about romance and true love.

Thankfully, director Weitz brings a nice glossy sheen to everything. He’s a filmmaker through and through, and makes the best of the ridiculous story he’s saddled with. He understands how to make awkward, silly moments, actually feel meaningful. And unlike Hardwicke in the previous installment, he knows how to direct action. So when the time comes to wake people from the overly long two hour and ten minute running time, he does so with gusto and flair.

Of course, most people are going just for the romance and simplicity of it all and you get what you ask for. There’s numerous shots of Lautner and Pattinson without their shirts on (prepare for the shrieks of glee from teenage girls during those moments) and some unconvincing werewolf CGI for horror fans who will pissed more money wasn’t spent to get not only the perspective right on these beasts, but to actually make them look cool.

Still, there is one element I really liked throughout the movie – Bella’s relationship with her father Charlie (Billy Burke). Here’s a relationship that I buy, and one that I haven’t seen explored in quite this way on screen. It’s layered and real, plus Burke gives a slam-bang performance as the frustrated dad trying desperately to communicate with his whack-a-doodle daughter. It’s great stuff and proves to be some of the better parts and emotional high points of the entire film.

None of what I’m saying though really matters. The fans are going to see the movie regardless. It’s going to a huge hit. And people are going to rip this review to shreds. Let the vicious comments start piling up below.

But for those people not in the film’s demographic curious about what all the hubbub is about, NEW MOON is probably not for you. As a movie, it’s too slow, too self-aware and incredibly frustrating in its laborious storytelling. Sure, it’s a hair better than TWILIGHT, but honestly, some moles have hair, and it doesn’t make them any more appealing. (By CARL CORTEZ)

win win win

how lucky i am. LOL..

i got Twilight ticket free last year, and i also got New Moon ticket today.. i don't know why.haha.. let it be my becoming bday presents.. hoho i have a lucky. can't believe it. i have a lucky.. =) when you got tickets "nonton bareng" movie.. it doesn't mean you just come, watch the movie, and back home. you'll got "something". usually it'll be woman cute stuff if you got the tickets from women mags. i said it "something" maybe because you don't know it till you get it. kinda surprise or sumthin like that and...i love surprise.. haha..

i got 2 perfumes, magazine, free magazine subscriptions, donuts, and another cute women stuff from twilight free ticket.. and today i got facial wash, and a packages of very very very cute make-up line..nail polish, blush on, lip gloss, powder..haha.. how cute they are..

at least i got something on my birthday..

speaking about new moon.. everyone has their own opinion. but in my opinion, it was not that bad, but you can't say it perfect. they made it depends on the book,change it to be an audiovisual version. that means director made it shorter so that everyone enjoy it. but, why somebody thought it was uncomplete? i just wondering how everyone wants to get a complete version from the novel to be a movie. do you want to be in theater all day long?

ok next, overall i got the point of the movie, i got the part that they stresses about. they made a great animation of werewolf and their apa itu namanya mmmm...transformation or..whatever.. maybe, something lame was how they act. they were rather awkward. IMHO.. i didn't blame the actors. i blame no one.. because i'm cool (loh loh loh). hahaha..
oh God, i can't make a good review. so sowwy.. it was so subjective.
sorry for the stupido review, sorry for the stupido english skill..

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Last Lecture of Randy Pausch

"Experience is what you get when you didn't get what you wanted"

"Never underestimate the importance of having fun. I'm dying and I'm having fun. And I'm going to keep having fun every day because there's no other way to play it."

"No one is pure evil. Find the best in everybody. Wait long enough and people will surprise and impress you."

"Brick walls are there for a reason. They are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something. The brick walls are there to stop people who don't want it badly enough."

"It is not about achieving your dreams but living your life. If you lead your life the right way, the karma will take care of itself. The dreams will come to you."

, - Randy Pausch.

can't wait to find his book in a bookstore and get inspired. oh no, i have 3 books and i don't read it till the end yet.haha. finish The Host first, then eat my Eat, Pray, Love and my Jonas book. but, i'm not sure i can wait to buy this inspired book.

any way, i knows it's too late, but rest in peace Randy Pausch, you shared your life to us. you've gone, but you know that you left your spirit here, even i don't read your book yet (someday, i will). but i watched your "last lecture".

here is the "Last Lecture"

and here is him

agak berlebihan memang, tapi yeah, sometimes we need someone's experience to know that we're not the one who have a dream, everyone has dreams too. and through someone's experience let us know that we could do everything till the end of our live to get that dreams, how big or small the dream.


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Quote

i think people should always try to take the bad things that happen to them and turn them into something good, - Esther (Orphan)

English Course, blah blah blah

i just got back from my english course-to be, yeah i got a replacement test or something like that. i can't spell the name of that test.ha..! all i know, i did all the test and they put me in 5th level, at least they didn't put me in 1st level, which is with 9 or 10 years old.
in fact, test wasn't that hard, but i don't know, i became that stupid. i answered all and got 47 true from 60 question. it means 13 falses. stupid, indeed. 5 of it was from A group which means very very very easy question. i wondering if the woman who checked my test was used the wrong answer when she checked. haha. and the man who interviewed me said "hmm, you good in the middle", it's very kind of you sir, but i know it was just for a polite.

then i got an interview test, with Mr.Gerard or Mr.Gerald, i don't exactly know, but sounds like that. he was very very kind, polite, a little bit big, have beard, but i envy him so much because, seriouly...he can speak English well (OF COURSE,dude!!!).
he asked me what's America in my mind, and with all my stupidity, i answered "America sounds like a capital city of the world." HA.!! and he laughed. yes i know, he will. and he said "haha, no no no. America is famous, of course. but America is not a capital city of the world, Sandra." (-_-")
then he asked me "are you sure you born in 2009?", hmm, yeah, i did another mistake. i put 2009 as year born. and i forgot change it before i come back home.

so, here i am, waiting for ditelpon, to make sure that i have jadwal yang sesuai dengan yang lainnya, of course, selain kuliah aku ngapain lagi sih?hehe. and i hope all of this course could increase my English.can't hardly wait.^_^.

selesai test, i looked for something next to the course's building, and it was 3 PM when aku mau pulang. it was very heavy rain. and i was trapped in the mall with all stupid heavy things in my bag(snacks, noodles, pan, everything), waited a cab till the cab came on 6. -_-"

niat abis seharian,at least i didn't spent my time slept all day long.
oh, yeah, i bought anything to cook, hihi mau masak lagii. masak telor, masak nasi, masak mi, and something simple. hemat, here i come..=))

i have about 2 more days with no activities, but i thinks i need it, little bit sleepless lately, and get ready for the 7th and 8th exam.

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another exam

don't exactly know what to write.
besok ada ujian, tapi nggak tau mau belajar apa. you know what? dari 6 atau 7 pertemuan, dosennya cuma dateng 3 kali. pertemuan terakhir sebelum ujian, dosennya ngasi fotokopian plus diktat plus catatan seabrek-abrek. thank you ma'am..grrrr..

oh, yeah, now i know what to say.
GOOD BYE AMERICA
i totally lose that chance (for now, you know FOR KNOW!!)
i'll give my best if i have another opportunity. whatever that is. i need to promise to my self.

God, i have such a difficult examination tommorow, but i'm still here, doing nothing, writing a blog instead of study something. haha. hey, i just said that i need to promise to my self about a minutes ago. ha.!!

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..FIGHT IT..

just watched an amazing movie "My Sister's Keeper". it was touched me. God give me a better live than a girl in that movie. she tried to get a chance to life, but i just need to try to get a chance to live in a better life that God presents to me.but i didn't.
the point is i just live in my life, but i never really try to make it better.

sometimes we got a chance, sometimes we lost it. so, grab every chance that comes to you, so, when you lost a chance, you have another one.
i didn't exactly do it yet.

everyone has a dream, "dream is a wish that you make all alone, Demi Lovato - Gift of a Friend". and we all live to make our dreams become our real life.

why are you made a dream about going to the moon if you about only have a stairs? so that you keep trying to act and maybe use that stairs to do something else that make you have a plane to go to the moon.
what will you do if you arrive on the moon? you could stay, or you make another dream, reach the sun.

i just lost one of my obsession. i lost it because i didn't fight for it. i might be lost if i fought, but it'll not make me as regret as right now. too fear to lose made me got nothing. i thought, it was just something to dreamed, but i know it's not when my friend got it. so silly.
you know, friend? you make me change my opinion about something. nothing is impossible.

as long as i know, what i need to do now is figuring out what happened in my life yesterday and what should happen in my life tomorrow. when i know what to do, i will DO that, not just do.

you try it, you fight for it, then you got it, and you change the circumstances.

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me and my short-term remember

I wrote this blog while I desperate of my exam. Ternyata emang bener, mempertahankan yang udah ada lebih susah daripada mendapatkan. Dulu, dapat nilai lumayan ga sesusah sekarang untuk tetap dapat nilai yang lumayan itu. Dunno why. Mgkn gara-gara ga setiap saat kita ada di kondisi yang sama. Even if they’re a writers, they always have a “stuck” time, when they couldn’t make something to writes. Is it similar to my point above? Haha.

blog jadi pelarian.haha.bosen sama facebook yang udah terlalu merakyat, bentar lagi twitter pasti lebih merakyat. lama-lama kok kayanya orang-orang makin merasa nggak butuh privasi ya. itu karena mereka butuh publikasi atau emang dunia yang berubah. pfft..

jadi selagi blog belum sebeken facebook dan twitter, nyampah disini nggak dosa kali yaaa.kan ga ada yang baca. jadi anggp aja ngomong sndiri. dan ngomong sendiri itu ..hhmm.. enak.(ga nemu kata-kata lain).

back to my condition tonight. i did read all my note for today's exam. i remember most of them, but i don't exactly know what that is. haha. i'm not that good in it. i have a short-term remember (read it in one of my book). just like this "it's easy for me to remember something, as easy as i forget it".LOL.

it means don't mad at me if i couldn't remember nama-nama jalan, arah2,dan semacamnya. that's not what i want, but it's happen. oke, not that serious.haha

and 2 hours from now, i'll go to my campus and fight for an exam. so, all i really need to do for now is...open my book, and read it all..good luck for me then. fight fight..

at the end of the word, i put this cutie stuff. ha.!

JONAS brothers..haha.. smooch.smooch.

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for now...i wanna have a journal

hmm..
barusan aku ikut seminar sehari jurnalistik di kampus..

seharian ikut seminar, aku jadi inget kalo aku punya blog .. tapi masih kosong,,masih sangat kosong..pengen aktifin lg ahh..as a private journal..bla bla bla.
hihihi..
malu ihh..

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