copycat alert

duuh.. just because you have much money, doesn't mean that you could buy anyone's life. grrr.. i hate this "money conversation". so let's skip it.

i knew a quote from... i don't know.. :) it says "Don't do anything that you're not good at." but i know someone who always want to do what ever everyone like to do. got it?

When you do something that you like, and you good at, you will do it cause it makes you happy. Then this one i talking about do it like you did (copy everything that you did, even he/she doesn't know exactly what to do) , just to make everyone around that she/he could do everything.

another example, when you have something, which looks good, and your friends say it's cool, this person i talking about will buy the same thing to make everyone know that she/he is way COOLER. but it's really really NOT..!! LABIL! haha

Don't do whatever everyone do to make everyone thinks that you're COOL. It's just gonna make everyone thinks that you are FOOL. Just do whatever you wanna do. Do what you like to do. Unless you want to get "COPYCAT" in the middle of your name. No offense please. I just saying.

looks like i'm losing control of what i was say. haha. no offense please, seriously. the one that i was talking about isn't really exist, but exist. hahahaa..

S.A.N.D.R.A

I HATE DENTIST

grr... Why I always scared to visit the dentist? Ok, the question should be.. Who doesn't hate dentist? haha. Dentist is super duper zuper scary.. Seriously, I'm gonna choose 'not eat a day' over 'dentist'. buuuttt.. Since I'm wearing braces, I should stick it out with a guy called 'dentist'. grrrrrrrrrrr..

He got needles, medicines, blue laser-things, and everything which look sooooo sharp..!! It make everyone's trembling. At least, it made me always trembling. and the only thing i like in dentist is just the have very colorful rubbers, you know the rubber for the braces, haha.. It's the only thing that looks normal.
Periodically, I visit dentist since a year ago. and since that I really really hope that it would come to an end AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, you know, visit the dentist-stuff. Oh poor me.
My dentist, actually, is not the worst. But he got another dentist's habits. You know, like let your patient's mouth open like more than hours. It's not a good habit, dentist..

And you know the non-sense thing about being in dentist is.. When your dentist keep talking to you when your mouth is open widely. it was like horrible. He keep working in your mouth while you should answer his question.
Last day I visited my dentist, he did that..! crap! and I was like

me : (mouth open) ga, ha ang-ha ang aya. agina eya.. (kadang-kadang aja. tadinya iya)

and heck yeah your spit is going everywhere. And it's so not cool. period.

See? Hey all the dentist in the world, you ain't got no answer if you keep doing a conversation like that. Just saying.

oh yeah, I just remember something. I'm gonna visit my dentist early this month. NEXT WEEK! Can you imagine that? oh nooooooooooooo.. Bless me, God...

S.A.N.D.R.A

hard being a good person

I went to my campus this morning instead sleep all day long in my room (as I always did every Friday because I don't have any class to be attended for Friday). And somehow I feel it's all worth it, changed my nap time with something that might be important in my future..
I learned so much in 2 seminars today. It were Public Speaking seminar, and Radio coaching clinic-or something like that-seminar. :)

One of the source said that "You COMPLAIN about everything in your life, It's just make you feel something in negative way. Control your self. Think about the other side and the circumstances could be different and make it positive."
Yeah, I just realize how much I always complain about every single thing in my life. Why'd I always complain when I know that it won't change anything if I just complain with-OUT doing something. it's just kinda wasted energy, wasn't it?
So, here what i try to do next is ... When I about to complaining something, I'm gonna try to forget it. can I? haha. It's kinda impossible. I think human is natural for complaining. No offense. I'm a human too.

Another quote that I remember is "When you are about talking with somebody that you don't like, be neutral. It's all in your mind. You have to take control of your mind. Think positive. Positive. Positive." And me? When I hate on somebody I would really rude. Silly me. I was wrong. i know.. my bad. bad Sandra.

ouch, seems like so hard being a good person. hahahaha..

S.A.N.D.R.A